Bubble

Life is just like a big bubble...

From the inside you can see a lot...

What is happening outside...

But you can't hear the truth...

You can only feel and trust...

Sometimes...

It's gets too little air...

And you will suffocate...

Sometimes

You feel lucky...

As it's like a protective layer...

Protecting you from the cruelty of the outside world...

Sometimes...

You will feel curious...

How it feels to be outside...

Life is always in doubts...

Life is always an uncertainty...

No promise can be kept...

No feeling can be hold...

Just be a free bubble to float in the air...

Let destiny bring you...

To the place you belong....

MH17

That was the day I feel uneasy...

I told my friends that i didn't want to go anywhere...

My friend thought I was insane...

I get to know the news while surfing Facebook...

I  thought it was just another rumor...

As it was just few month ago there is another MAS plane went missing...

The news really activate my mind...

Couldn't sleep well..

Thinking of life which normally don't cross my mind...

As I always mention, I live by days... 

That news make me realize...

Time is something that is never enough...

It is the same everyday and not more or less..

It all depend on how we want to spend it...

To cherish the people around us or to ignore people around us...

To do the little thing that can change some else perception towards life...

Or to just sit around and do nothing...

It  also make me realize that  ego is another barrier beside time...

For us to show our love and care towards other...

On the same day...

I was also reminded...

My living objective...

I hope this incident will bring more peace around the world and within our own self..

To all the family members of MH17...

Deepest condolences and do take care...

We will stand together as a nation...

Water

What can you do?

When you don't know who to trust...

When you don't know who is your true friend and who is not..

When you have so much to say...

Yet you don't know who to turn too...

Is it true that the world has gone to that extreme of cruelty?

Where opportunity has become betrayal...

Where chance has become gamble of risk...

What ever the situation or who ever that you meet in the end...

It is only yourself to trust and only yourself to stand by you...

Only your self to nourish the soul in you to flourish to something or someone that you always wanted...

No point to speak when misunderstanding is louder than your voice...

No point in acting when anger is stronger than your action...

Be free flowing like water...

And you will be happier...

Faces of KL

Tonight...

I experience something very different...

Tonight...

I realize....

What I see with my eyes may not be the truth...

I realize...

What my perception all these while...

Might be wrong....

Egoness...

That I never realize I had...

Tonight..

I see a different face of KL city..

To the places that I don't think I will visit...

Tonight...

I see different smiley faces...

Faces of stranger that feel so close at heart...

Tonight..

I learn that it is not the value of the thing that is important...

I learn that, the feeling of caring and belonging...

Is far more important...

Value life...

Be thankful of what you have...

Today and the day after...

Karma

How does karma work,

I'm not sure...

But one thing for sure...

I have good people surrounding me...

Taking revenge on you is what i'm not gonna do...

Cause I'm too busy...

Spending time....

Loving the people that love me...

My time is too precious...

To care about those that hurt me...

Those that take advantage of me...

You might think that you are the winner...

If you think stepping on others to get you to the height you wanna be is what you want...

Go ahead...

Then your achievement and happiness will always depend on others..

You can never be yourself....

Sunrise to Sunset

The bright sunrise of today...

Might bring the joyous moment for today...

The sunset of today...

Might bring the darkness back to end the day...

There is a tale of today sunrise to sunset....

But today tale and emotion....

Will never be the same as the tale of...

Tomorrow sunrise to sunset...

Appreciate every moment of sunrise to sunset...

They might be yours today...

And you may just lost them...

When the next sunrise come...

Rays at the end of the tunnel

Sometimes...

The rays at the end of the tunnel...

Might not be the light that you are looking for...

They are just rays of  hope...

To let you know that...

You should not just give up so easily...

There could be a miracle...

But how many of us actually...

Believe in miracle...

Somewhere...

Somehow...

You just get lost...

And be back to face reality....

Little Angel

You came just like...

The morning breeze...

The bright blue sky...

Reminds me of your smile...

The sun rays remind me of the spirit that you have in you...

The moonlight...

Remind me the good night kisses..

The star in the dark velvet sky...

Reminds me how you shine in your own way...

Didn't know I was so important...

I guess sometimes...

You will need to be in the dark...

To appreciate the light...

Daddy little angel is who I will always be...

Precious Gem

I can't smile for you...

But i can teach you how to do it...

I can make you smile...

I can't solve your problem for you...

But I can stand by you through thick and thin...

Not because you need me to...

But because I want to...

I can't make you  hug me...

But cuddle is something I can offer when you needed one...

I can't be there to protect you all the time...

But sense of security is what I can assure you...

True friendship is something precious...

It's a gem to be discover....

So is you....

Too Easy

When you get something you have been waiting for...

A long long time...

And it come so easily into your life...

Do you still appreciate it...

Is it still as precious...

Will it be the same....

Especially when you get something that you have been longing for...

Probably you get used to hard time ....

Too often...

Get a bit uneasy with things going your way...

Got a bit terrified...

A little bit of insecurity...

You just don't know where to turn to...

You just don't know what you should do...

You just wanna escape...

When all this emotion pile up...

It just smash you back to the start...

Back to reality...

.

Without A Word

It is funny...

And amazing...

How you can speak right through my heart...

You don't even need to speak a word...

But I could hear you...

The smile on your face always...

Brighten my days...

The look in your eyes...

Light up my life....

Your stare...

Look deep into my soul...

Fight for the best in life

You make it so easy...

For a conversation to start and go on...

To open up on conversation that I normally don't share...

To show the side of me that I kept to myself and never reveal...

You did bring back some confidence in me...

I see the spirit of fighting till the end in you...

Never give up without a fight...

I was surprise...

I am amazed...

How you actually do it...

You do touch some angle of my life...

This I have to admit...

Knowing Less

Sometimes it is better to know less...

Knowing less could hurt you a little lesser...

Probably could make you feel a little bit dumb...

But it is your heart that you want to protect..

Your brain does not have emotion...

Or I shall say...

Brain has never been tagged as broken brain...

However, heart has always been known as broken hearted....

Which will you choose??

To know lesser or to have a broken heart?

The choice is yours...

Team Spirit

Team spirit is very important...

No matter in what we do in life...

Work, sports, games....

It is always good to have some support...

From a team of people...

No matter win or loss in the end...

It is the cheering that make counts...

It is the noise that make count...

I am very lucky and grateful...

To be in a team...

That support each other...

In every game...

I'm very proud to shout out loud...

We have the best team spirit...

Thank you and hope to see you all more often...

In more competition to come...

Someone to pull you out

You are the pulling factor...

Distract my attention...

From my norm routine..

My boring routine...

It was easy to talk and share...

Our same interest in darts, food, music, blue sky, beaches....

Our differences...

Thank you for your time and dessert....

Stranger

From the story of a pair of jeans...

We started a conversation...

From there the story start...

From fan...

We became friend...

Two broken souls...

Became very good friend...

You teach me how life should go on...

Even in a very hard way...

I help you out when you needed a helping hand...

We talk about life...

We talk about how we could have wine through the night...

Laugh out loud and continue to talk bout life...

We were there for each other...

We talk about almost everything...

We were each other ear...

Each other shoulder to lean on...

From a stranger to a fan...

We became friend...

Friend to best friend...

And the saddest part is...

Don't know when...

We started to drift apart...

Our friendship is so fragile...

We go round in circle...

Stranger we became again...

Best of the best

No time for me to think of the pass...

What is loss is not worth thinking...

I got to move on...

Fast..

Take risk...

Excel in the right track...

I will show you...

The true me...

I can achieve more than you thought I will...

I will not weep or regret for the chances that I miss...

I have no time for that...

What I can see is now...

Not the pass...

Not the future...

Chances that I am taking...

Choices that I need to consider...

Goals that need to be set...

Is all in my mind...

Running through my mind, and soul...

Day and night...

Nothing can calm or slow me down...

I want to be seen...,

I want to be heard...

I have got to be the best of the best...

Passion

Living a life without passion...

Is like walking in jungle...

Feeling lost...

Insecurity...

Depressive...

Sadness..

Seeping through the soul...

Giving up is easy...

But finding the passion and continuing the mission...

Is much more exciting...

Much more challenging...

Triumph with passion is rare...

That is what we are after...

Come Clean

So the race is on again...

I hope you play it clean this round...

It's sad to know I can't trust you on that...

Let's race and pump up the adrenaline...

I'm gonna wait for you at the finishing line...

This is the day I have been waiting...

Through the years...

I have gain friendship and support...

Not stepping stone just like how you did it...

I have real friends that was there all the way...

I have strangers that came into my life...

We became friends...

We became as close as brother and sister...

The pillar of strength...

The love that I received...

Make me stronger...

I am ready for this day...

Let's start the race...

Stand tall

Start again where you fall...

Gain back your strength, where you loss it...

That is the best way to move forward...

That is the best way to move from the past...

I am lucky to be given so many chances...

To start again from where I fall..

Will catch myself...

And stand tall...,

Take the opportunity given..

Pick my choice...

Keep myself going...

To somewhere I deserve and belong to...

Only This Much

Sometimes...

My mind wander...

Only this much I can offer..

Only this much I can show...

My care can only be this much..

But this much is all I have...

Giving with all my heart without expecting return...

The more I give...

I come to realize...

It's probably time for me to offer to some others...

I will always be here if you need me...

Need not be thankful for what I have done...

It's my goal and mission...

And my happiness lay in offering a helping hand...

The more I give...

The more I receive...

The joy, the happiness, the big smile, the sharing...

It's just part of the experience of giving

Anxiousness

Anxiousness  is the word...

Or shall I say there is no words to describe...

The moment of waiting...

The moment of wanting to know, what had happen..

Been through there...

Nothing can be done...

Time cannot be rush...

Only prayer...

Patient...

And hope is what we can hold on to...

Will be right here waiting patiently....

Focus

Have you ever experience??

That you can be very focus on something that you don't normally do daily...

But  lost focus on the thing that you perform everyday?

Focus is very important...

To avoid repeating the same mistake...

To avoid accident...

To achieve more in life...

Focus not only on little thing...

Focus not only in what you want...

Also focus on what others need...

Without focus...

You will lost your way...

No matter how far you want to go...

You will never reach there...

Hanging Out

Hanging out together is the best thing to do...

When you have a bunch of  good friends around...

With some good food and good wine...

Good dessert probably...

Nice music is a must...

To unwind the negativity of the day...

Exchange the positive energy...

Sharing the joy and laughter together..

Spreading good news and big smile...

Two Years

Time flies...

However memory stay...

I am so proud to be who I am today...

I am who I am today...

Because you make me fall flat...

For me to push myself harder...

To achieve what I want...

Two years is not a long period of time...

Two years is not a short period too...

But the experience that I have held tight...

The struggle that I had been through....

I admit...

It wasn't easy at all..

But I was lucky...

To have lot's important people...

That make history in my life...

As I was driving home today...

Memories flooding my mind...

I don't know from where I get the strength from...

I don't know where my courage come from..

I don't know how I did it..

But I did it...

And I am not going to stop here...

Because I don't have a limit..

That is who I am...

Life is a short journey

An experience few days ago...

Make me realise life is so short...

Do you want to  wake up in the morning..

Feeling sad and blue...

Do you want to go to sleep at night...

Missing the person that already gone...

So say and do what you want to do...

Appreciate what you have...

While you have the moment...

While you still breathe...

Life is too short to have regret

Orange and life

I was having an orange after dinner...

And was trying to relate orange and life...

My perception of orange is something sour,

Something very citrus... refreshing...

Feel awake after eating it...

It is the same goes for life...

Sometimes it is meant to be sour...

So that we can refresh our mind...

Stimulate it to think how should we overcome the problems in life...

Once we overcome the sourness in life...

We will feel so relieve...

With a juicy bright orange in the future

Twinkle twinkle little star

Sometime in life...

It is just like looking at the star up above the sky...

For sure you can see the glow of it...

For sure you know it is there...

But you will never touch it...

Nor own it...

Sometimes it shine brightly without you noticing it...

Sometimes when you long for it...

You can't even catch a glimpse of it...

That is life....

Guardian Angels

A pair of guardian angels...

Is what everyone needs...

To be fearless...

In chasing the future...

You don't need to know who your guardian angels is...

The angels will come to you when the time is right....

Close your eyes...

Hold your dreams tightly...

Trust your angels will always be around....

To light up your way...

Scent

We smell different scent everyday...

The smell of cakes... increases my saliva flows...

The smell of chlorophyll from the freshly cut grass... reminds me everyday is a fresh new day

The smell of sea breeze... relaxes my soul...

The smell of coffee.... wakes my mind...

The scent of flower.....bring a happy day...

The scent of parfum...reminds me of every occasion, past and present...

Smell is one of the sense that make me believe that I am still alive and breathing...

There are many different scent that I like...

Some are very ordinary scent...

Some are scent with a twist of uniqueness...

Every scent bring a story to my life....

Try to close your eyes and take a deep breath...

Discover the scent in your life....

Value

Price tag is something normally  people look at before they purchase an item. 

From the price tag, consumer or buyer will determine the value of the item. 

However, how many of us will think the other way round? Meaning to say, we value the item before looking at the price tag?

There is no price tag for you to look at when you talk about value in life. 

It is how you live your life that matter. There is no benchmark on how much it will cost you or how much you should pay for certain value in life.

Is price tag that important in our daily life? 

Is there a price tag in everything you look at?

Try looking at the value of an item before looking at the price tag...

And you will find that this value totally change your perspective of the item..

Same goes for friendship or communication between individual...

There is no price tag for friendship...

It is how you value it...

Dominant

You can hurt me...

You can cheat on me...

You can treat me bad....

You can be angry with me...

You can also be upset with me...

But that don't dominant my life..

Because deep down inside my soul...

I determine who I am and who I wanna be...

Deep down inside...

I am a happy soul...

I live my life...

But do you live your life like me??

Do you ever feel regret of what you have done to others??

Have you ever have sleepless night??

For all the problem that you have caused???

I can be noisy and cheerful with my life...

But you???

You can only hide and have a silent life...

Because you are not brave enough to face your mistake...

Lost

Flying like a broken wing bird...

Don't know where to land...

Walking like a limbless man...

Don't know how to continue this journey...

Thinking without conscious...

Don't know where to head to...

Sleep without a dream....

Breathe without air...

Don't know how to survive

With a broken soul...

Nothing left to nourish...

Only hope to be found again...

Team Work

Team work...

I thought i understand this word...

But when come to today...

I just realize...

Sometimes my understanding of team work..

Might be slightly different from some others...

My definition of team work...

Is trust...

This is the essential and the basic of team work...

Without trust there is no team work...

There will not be a team at all what not work...

Trusting the capability of everyone in the team is really important....

Beside trust... help is also important...

Help is to compliment each other weakness...

To make the team stronger...

Patience is also needed in a team...

Without patience there will be lot's of argument...

There is also love and passion...

Team has got to have the passion to achieve the same mission...

Team mate has got to love each other as brother and sister.....

My definition of team work is just so simple...

Trust, help, patience, love and passion

Maybe there is more but these are the basic to form a team...

Lucky Girl

Lucky girl...

Whenever I feel lonely...

I always have you around...

Whenever I feel happy...

You were always there to share the moment with me...

Whenever I feel upset....

You were there by my side....

Whenever I feel hungry...

You were there to get me breakfast, lunch or dinner...

Whenever I feel tired...

You are there to be my strength...

Whenever I am broken...

You were there to pick up my broken pieces...

At the end of the day....

You are the one to calm me to sleep...

There is so many of you to thank...

I feel so special and lucky to be surrounded by you..

Yes you you and you...

That I can always call a friend...

This is for all my best friends that had been there through thick and thin...

By my side they always be...

To lift up my spirit...

Thank you so much and I am so lucky and glad to have you all...

Dream catcher

The clouds is thick...

There is no way to see the sun...

What more a rainbow...

Will there be a rainbow after the rain...

Yes provided there is rays of sun light...

In life...

The clouds are like problems...

The sun are just like hope...

And the rainbow is just like a dream....

Just put more hope when problem arise and you will be able to catch your dream...

Eyes

So many pair of eyes...

Is looking at me...

Some just stare...

Some just glance...

Some just wink...

Some eyes only see my mistake...

Some eyes only see my smile...

My pair of eye is the window of my souls...

Only a few will take the time to stare into my eyes...

Only that few will care to look deep into my eyes and understand this soul...

Behind this window...

Lie so many hidden emotion...

Yet to be discover....