Reflection

The reflection....

Year 2013...

Has treated me with lots of emotion of it's own...

Taught me valuable lesson in life that is to be learned...

Everyday is a new beginning and ending...

Leading to many wise and unpredictable decision...

Thank you for giving me a chance to write my 365 pages story of my life...

The challenger..

Year 2014...

Will be a year...

Full of new adventure...

Lot's to be learned and be taught....

It's a chance to write a more meaningful story...

It's the time to achieve more...

Time to give more...

Time to be brave and grow up..

Time to strive for better...

To chase...

The dream...

The most beautiful look

We were so excited...

Like small little girls looking forward to be dress up like princess..

We did some survey and go round and round to look for the place...

We are sure we will get it...

The moment we enter...

The warmness...

The smell...

The pretty sight of the place...

Just make you feel like the princess of the day...

I'm pretty sure you will be...

I never image what the others said was true...

But the moment I saw you in that gown...

I almost had my jaw drop...

I'm sure he will feel the same...

The stunning look...

Nothing can compare...

You asked me how do you look...

I just smile... 

Cause I'm totally speechless...

It was beautiful....

The sight of seeing you in that pretty gown...

Just make me believe that fairy tales do exist...

Thank you for having me there...

And it's my pleasure to experienced that wonderful moment with you my friend...

Mirror

I look into the mirror...

Everyday...

To find a different me...

Sometimes...

I see a smile...

Other times i can't recognize myself...

But this mirror...

Is no other mirror..

It will not talk..

However it will never lie...

Only portray...

The real me...

I can see the real me...

Every time I look in the mirror..

This is the mirror of life...

Goodbye

So many goodbye to say...

So many people is leaving to pursue their own dream...

Some have been in my life for a long time...

Some have been there a short while...

No matter how long you have been here...

You have done so much to make a big impact on my life...

You daily small gesture are truly amazing...

To put a smile on my face...

I'm sure I will miss you badly...

Hope this coming new year...

Will bring you a brand new life with the dreams you have always wanted...

All the best and thank you...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

This holiday season...

All I want is you...

All I think of is to spend this moment with you...

But I know it will never come true...

You are too huge...

You are too famous...

You are too expensive...

To be own...

You belong to the wild...

Chasing your dream...

Wish everyone...

A blessed and joyful Christmas...

A wonderful New Year full of miracle and dreams...

Fun

I'm gonna miss you big time...

Still remember the first day...

You were the earliest to be there...

You were there to teach me a lot....

From stranger we have become good friend...

You taught me a lot about life...

We had fun...

Time with you were always joyful...

We had lots of good time and good memories...

But goodbye is unavoidable...

All the best....

Story to History

He fall for her in a blink of an eye...

He told her that he fall madly, deeply for her...

When she ask, what is so good about her...

He promised to let her know when he himself find the answer...

It was never easy...

But she was there all the time...

Standing by her man...

Be strong for any obstacle that come...

Time flies...

It's time for her to fall from high above...

Expecting too much...

But...

He told her, he is not good enough for her...

Told her to find a better man...

Soon she will be forgotten...

Soon this story will be history...

Just out of curiosity...

Didn't he know that he is not good enough for her in the first place??

Or He didn't expect that she is that good in the first place???

What ever it is...

Forever he will not know how much he has hurt a broken heart...

Maybe the problem was never him...

The main problem is her expecting and believing too much...

There is no right or wrong...

No one to be blame...

It is just preference...

It is just the matter of choice...

Girl it's time to wake up and grow up...

To face the cruelty of the world...

Yes there is true love...

But it's too little and too difficult to be found...

It need miracle for true love to happen...

True love is always loving without attachment....

She will be waiting for that miracle...

Always...

Because she believe in true love and miracle....

Thank you and All the Best

Thank you...

For the great night out...

Thank you...

For the companion...

Thank you...

For coming all the way here..

Thank you...

For  braving the traffic and parking problem...

Without you girls...

Dinner will be so boring...

Hope to have another night out soon...

Looking forward to see you girls....

And to the "princess" of the day...

Hope you had an unforgettable...

Foot long sausage fiesta...

All the best in your future undertaking...

Just Listen

In slow motion...

I finally let my heart take over...

My consciousness,,,

I finally let my brain rest...

Just listen to my heart...

And not thinking with my brain...

It's a difficult task...

For a person that lives in reality...

That need a lot of reasoning...

Finally...

My brain is getting tired...

And just let my heart fill in it's task...

Trying harder...

To listen to my heart...

Don't know where it will bring me...

Just like the wind that blow the dandelion away....

But I am sure...

By listening to my heart...

It will bring me somewhere...

Somewhere that I have not been...

It might not be somewhere better than now...

But for sure it will be somewhere different from now...

My heart is where I follow...

To find my dream and destination...

Acceptance

Accepting is one thing...

Given a chance to accept...

Being accepted...

It's another thing...

Acceptance is tough...

Especially when situation is complicated...

You can tell me I am insane...

You can  tell me it is a wrong decision...

You can tell me I am stupid

Or stubborn...

But that is my decision...

At the end of the day...

Where this decision will lead me...

The right path...

The wrong path...

I am proud to say...

I made this decision...

And I am going to stand by it...

No matter how much time and effort...

It will take me...

Because I am stronger than you think...

Miracle is my dream...

And the impossible is my mission...

Jugde

In life...

I start to learned...

Lots of different kind of people...

Going in and out my life everyday...

Many different people that cross my life everyday...

Some will stay..

Some are encouraging...

Some will be there when you need them...

However, there is also a group that might judge...

On what i do...

Some will judge me without knowing me...

Some will judge what I do...

Even after they know about my history...

Well whoever you are...

You have the right to think what a character I am...

Spoiled brat...

You can accept me as I am...

Or you can loose me as I am...

Cause there is no point for me to change...

From who I am to who I am not...

The true me is all I am portraying...

No mask...

No lies...

Only the truth...

I think being me is the most comfortable...

I can be...

Only me....

What I really want

No one seem to understand...

How should I explain it...

When I  myself don't understand this feeling...

This feeling is so rigid...

Can't explain...

Too tired...

People judge me...

But they never know me...

They never put in effort to know...

People around me is telling me what to do...

So confuse...

Is that what i really want in life?

I just want to be carefree...

I just want to be myself...

I just want to do what my heart tell me to..

But people don't understand...

I don't want to be trap in the past...

I don't want to be reminded of the future

I just want to be me...

I can't breathe....

Crossroad

What shall I do...

At the cross road...

Choices are there...

Which way will lead me to my destination...

Which road has lesser bump....

Which road has got beautiful scenery....

Which road has got more traveler...

Which road is the shortest...

How do I choose....

Where i'm not sure...

No map...

No destination...

Where shall I go...

Shall I just stand still...

Lost and depressed....