What I really want

No one seem to understand...

How should I explain it...

When I  myself don't understand this feeling...

This feeling is so rigid...

Can't explain...

Too tired...

People judge me...

But they never know me...

They never put in effort to know...

People around me is telling me what to do...

So confuse...

Is that what i really want in life?

I just want to be carefree...

I just want to be myself...

I just want to do what my heart tell me to..

But people don't understand...

I don't want to be trap in the past...

I don't want to be reminded of the future

I just want to be me...

I can't breathe....